Deep Inner Healing with Essences
THOUGHTS FROM TERRI SONGBIRD:
A few months ago, I asked Gulabo’s (aka Celine Cloutier) opinion about my own personal essence program.
I wanted a program to work on shame, an emotion that is deep seated within me, and often is my primary negative emotion. She recommended that I take #6 Urinary for the shame and Life Embrace to open up the path to trust, and in particular, self trust.
So, being the essence lover that I am, I started with off drinking a bottle of each essence within one day, and continued to take dropperfuls of each essence many times throughout the day. Everywhere I went my essences went with me, and every bottle of water I drank I put my recipe in it. Within about 2 weeks, I intuitively knew that I needed to add #2 Intestinal to my program. I found myself getting stuck on a lot of negative thoughts, and felt like my thought pattern was going in circles, none of them good!!! So I added #2 to my program to help me let go of all of that old stuff. Physically too, I can be one that hangs to stuff with my bowels so I knew this was a good choice for me.
Over the course of the next couple of weeks, I found myself drinking Intestinal #2 by the bottle full on a daily basis. I wake up in the morning, and either from my dream state, or the state of my waking emotions, I knew I wanted to let go of more stuff, and I just kept seeing and hearing Intestinal, and knew that I needed to continue to support what was happening with me at a cellular level. I also was still consuming #6 and Life Embrace, about a bottle of each every five days.
In September, I finally found the courage and commitment within me to make true to myself a promise that I made for my 50th birthday, to be FIT AND FABULOUS! In January I started changing my eating patterns and exercising at home. This summer I continued my exercise program with rollerblading and walking, and finally in September, I gave myself the gift of a personal trainer, something that has been on my manifestation list for over a year. My girlfriend and I go for semi private classes, and we help motivate each other and enjoy the fellowship.
It was about the third class that I was in, and Rebecca, my trainer asked me to do squats and lunges. Well let me tell you folks, my body did not want to open my pelvis up. I was stunned, shocked and surprised as to how difficult this “simple” movement was for my body, and my intellect, I Kept hearing NO NO NO in my head, and knew that instantly I was triggered. At that moment I knew I had a choice to make, embrace my stuff, feel the pain and work through the release, or shove it back down inside of me.
I have worked too hard in my life and have done so many processes in my life that the latter was not a choice. I heard the voice of a shaman that I mentored with speak to me, giving me one of my greatest teachings, “it is not until we can stand alone in the darkness of our pain that we can find the warrior within each of us, and be handed our shield from Spirit.”
So there I was simultaneously standing in my own darkness in Rebecca’s beautiful studio with windows that go from the floor to the ceiling trying to squat without falling onto the floor in an emotional weeping pile of flesh, OMG, talk about embarrassing!!
Thankfully, my girlfriend is a woman who has stood beside me for years, and knows my personal story, and Rebecca, my trainer, I knew intuitively would hold space for me, and thankfully I was not in a class of a bunch of unknown women, I was with these 2 beautiful woman who held space for me.
So being the strong willed Leo that I am, I roared and told my trainer that I was being triggered on a deep level by these *****squats, and as I was doing them, by body was experiencing an emotional release, I cried but I kept squatting, and the tears flowed more, but I kept asking my body to let go, release and move thru this. I kept hearing my own voice of knowingness telling the wounded parts of me, that it was ok, I could trust, I could let go, I can do this, I can squat, I can find my strength again, I can open up, and in particular I can trust my pelvis and open, and for me, I also knew, that my body was telling me that I was healing and opening up to self love, something that I have been working on for a very long time.
The energy in the studio was electric, I felt like a dish rag, but for the first time in my life, shame was not haunting me!!!! I was so blessed to be with 2 beautiful women that just held space for me as I processed, but the shame was gone, no longer was I experiencing the sense of wanting to recoil within myself because I was ashamed of myself. As I continued to do my workout, I kept seeing in my third eye bubbles floating up and just evaporating, and suddenly I knew, it all came together in that place of knowingness, I was experiencing a deep release of cellular memory. It is one thing to talk about cellular release, and another to experience it!! I knew instantly within the core of my being, that I was witnessing my own release that was facilitated by the essences that I was taking and was triggered by the exercises that I was doing. WHEW what a journey. What a healing and what a miracle these essences are.
In developing my marketing materials, I asked Spirit to give me inspiration and I received this statement:
“Canadian Forest Tree Essences facilitate change at the core of our being, working deeply, profoundly, yet gently for you to experience emotional well being. Are you ready for change????” I now can have a personal testimony to the truth of this insight given to me my Spirit. Terri Songbird Phillips
If you would like assistance in creating your own essence program to facilitate your emotional well being, please consider calling Gulabo (http://essences.olhblogspace.com/?p=19) or myself for a personal consultation.
Terri Songbird distributes Canadian Forest Tree Essences in both United States and Canada. She welcomes Stores and Therapist and Healer Inquiries for wholesale orders. Terri Songbird offers free online support for all of her accounts making the transition into working with the essences easy and successful for both parties, the retailer and the client.
Call: 888-494-6627 or email: tphillips6@sympatico.ca
Contact Terri as well to arrange for an individual Wellness consultation or about Tree Essence classes.





























